[as she writes faster, her letters become a little sloppy and smudged, ink drops leading from where she keeps her inkpot to where she drags her quill frustrated across the parchment.]
You won't have to, anyhow, cause I'll get stronger than I was, and you ain't goin to think you have to do things like that to protect us. Ydon't have to listen to your family.
("I wonder what Stockholm was like." "Did Gilbert take good care of you?" "You know, I really wanted to write, but there was really no no way I could and-"
[hastily she retroactively filters all of her other comments but the first. also, Stockholm was ungodly cold, what a horrible place, why aren't there any Caribbean islands with same-sex marriage available. ]
What you'll do is not runnin off foolheaded, goin about everything wrong!
I don't want to hate you again. It's ugly.
( filtered ) please remember me, my misery, and how it lost me all i wanted
(It was far enough without being too far to run to, Death Eaters hadn't quite gotten there, and his parents recommended it. Also yes, gay marriage was a plus. He'd still like to have that wedding at home in Spain though, if anything.)
....I don't want that to happen again either.
I.... I love both you and Lovino far too much for that.
...Ah, don't worry about it, it's just how I was raised. (Forget and forgive, move on, don't look back, etc.) And yes, that's definitely something we should do.
...I don't want to lose any of you ever again. Or ki
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I'llyyouI'll look for it, Professor.
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there's so much he wants to say but he has no idea how to :(
Gracias, Emmelita.
:'|
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Don't do foolish things anymore!
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or again!! or whatever you say to mean already but in the future!
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You won't have to, anyhow, cause I'll get stronger than I was, and you ain't goin to think you have to do things like that to protect us. Ydon't have to listen to your family.
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We'll be family.
dear god you just broke his heart in a good way
also i will tell you when i'm done herp derp
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No, not that. )
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I'm always, always going to be here for you, okay?
No matter what I do.
No matter what.
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What you'll do is not runnin off foolheaded, goin about everything wrong!
I don't want to hate you again. It's ugly.
( filtered ) please remember me, my misery, and how it lost me all i wanted
....I don't want that to happen again either.
I.... I love both you and Lovino far too much for that.
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maybe that's why we were given the days. so we can say, No, I won't do that, and turn left opposed to right.
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.....Sometimes I think that
forgettingputting the past aside can make us face the future better, though.( filtered )
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...I don't want to lose any of you ever again.
Or ki( filtered )
You won't cause you won't need to.
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He just wants to forget.)